list of things that are becoming plain silly right now:
• relationships (platonic ones)
• my mind
• hormones
• .
• jake get out of my head i haven't seen you in months
• my life because everything is messed up
• me because i'm so messed up
• nothing makes sense anymore seriously what the heck
• the chance this blog might not be updated for a long while again
• sigh
• this is like a place for my rants now
• not that i'm complaining since everything is usually released via tears and having to comfort myself by singing songs i mean what