the rain is loud here.
hi global warming, nice to see you bring rain near the time I have to start school. it's awfully nice of you to bring a gift to signify my upcoming demise.

list of things that are becoming plain silly right now:
• relationships (platonic ones)
• my mind
• hormones
• .
• jake get out of my head i haven't seen you in months
• my life because everything is messed up
• me because i'm so messed up
• nothing makes sense anymore seriously what the heck
• the chance this blog might not be updated for a long while again
• sigh
• this is like a place for my rants now
• not that i'm complaining since everything is usually released via tears and having to comfort myself by singing songs i mean what

a bit of deemo spoilers if you squint

I haven't been on here for a while, gomen ^^;;
There's not really much for me to say here. Life goes on, and for me, majority of the past is a big white blank. It's like something happened and gave me no recollection of it. Am I Alice now?